Ambitions.Dreams.Feelings

judgement day....

2005-12-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

these past few days been really bad for me mentally.. been thinking and reflecting alot.. tomorrow is e judgement day... i juz hope for a 2nd chance to repent n reform.. god pls bless me..

Crestfallen Man U..

2005-12-09T13:10:00.000+08:00

sigh.. Manchester United is out of the European cup and even the UEFA cup. been supporting them since i was a kid... from the great times of them winning the european cup n premier league to now seeing them exit from the competition. the players now in man u r juz not good enough.
i realize that in life man can never be complacent.
we must always work hard in whatever we want. now i m at home.. had a fever so got a daY MC. its good to be home on a weekday.. no dog shits, cleaning or grooming of dogs for a day. kinda miss my dog DAX.. nway he is going off next week to DB. sometimes i say or do stuff dat i cant even control myself.. its scary at times cos i will almost regret it immendiately! hope i can amend n change my character n rashness... moNey always seem not to be enough.. but after i cut away all my taxis, singapore pools n shopping money.. i m RICH. guess i m learn to save. planing to go back to bowling training hard for it. wan to experience the 14 strikes again in a row... "everything is possible for him whom believes". always remember never give up anything or anyone u loved dearly.. :)

MAH JONG

2005-12-06T06:10:00.000+08:00

Mah Jong my favourite game... this is what normally happen... and my proudest mah jong moment winning "SI SAN YIAO"! haha if u enjoy this game as well do leave me a comment will jio u as one player some day!

"""1st Entry"""

2005-12-05T00:03:00.000+08:00

Finally started my own blog again. Been wanting to do this for a long, long time. Its a lonely night again I guess.. Sitting by the computer serving the net, reading soccer news, chatting with ex school mates and typing this entry. I must admit my current life is good... God is good to me now. I have a very pretty girlfriend..Whom we been together for about 16 months. My parents are very nice and tolerant towards me.. I disappointed them again and again in studies. The only thing that I feel that I am actually good at is my bowling! Bowled 14 strikes in a row before.. Guess that's one moment of my life that I am so proud of! Just finished my Dog handling course.. Felt that I really did well in the course. I am proud that on the 1st day when I entered Dog Wing I was so afraid of the dogs. Now, I feel that I can handle any dog in camp! Guess tomorrow will be a very sad day for me.. My course dog DAX will be going away, back to where he belongs.. DB. YES! He is going to guard DB. Cant help but recall how cute and protective he is of me.. Threatening to bite anyone that comes near me. Cant bear the thought that he is leaving me tomorrow.. Hope that I get into AES section.. kinda like the dogs there more.. Well hopefully I will get what I wished for... sometimes things happen for a reason but I believes in fate and determination too. I will achieved what I want to in the future if I continues to pin for it.. good night..